Doctor tomorrow

Going to NUH tomorrow (oops... today) afternoon for a scan of the damn cyst. Dr Wong wanted to check whether it will affect any pregnancy before deciding on whether to remove.

Since he said its re~~~~~~al tiny and must grow by 5 times the current size before he'll recommend for it to be removed. Though I do feel scared but the scan is a must and it must be done during the menses so I don't have much time too. Considering my menses is more fickle than the weather. ;(

As a result, I won't be able to go to class tomorrow.... its the first lesson and I'm bold enough to skip it. ;P

But what makes me happy is, Dar will be going to NUH with me even though he needs to take unpaid leave. Will that make me seem selfish? Seems like I'm even more fickle than my menses.... -.-"

Been hectic these few days even though its just Weds. -.-" I do feel short changed. I do feel unhappy. But there is nothing much I can do and there is actually nothing to complain about. To complain about it will be immatured. Its all substantiated and reasoned out. But I do have a right to feel unhappy don't I? The feeling will pass (or grow) as days pass.... And I'll make sure it won't affect my work.

Maybe I'll realise that the thing is too small to be unhappy about .. or ... at most I don't talk for 11 months and get buried in work?

Rest well now... Ganbatte~! Oyasumi!

Feeling irritated

yeah just feeling irritated....
Feels quite useless.....

Okay... what I'm doing is of low value and EASY

So There!

Doctor says

Doctor says there is a growth on one of my ovaries.... though he said it MAY disappear by itself. It also doesn't seem to be the reason for my problem nor does it affect pregnancy.....

So what is it there for????

What is causing my problem? Elephants upstairs? (Most probably) Irritating people who only know how to say but doesn't know how to do work? Negative balance fixed assets account? 5 sets of accounts all at once? 3 quarters of GST report late???

Answer: ALL

I"m so lucky

Friday 11pm and I've just reached home from a long day of work and lesson at Somerset. Had been feeling like crying since morning when I woke up. 1 whole week of lacking of sleep due to those overweight elephants living upstairs + 3 whole months of accumulated stress.


Reached home and just sat on the sofa. Accumulated stress and tiredness came crashing down. Even though Dar kept talking to me but I didn't want to reply . I just sat there and closed my eyes. Tears just roll down my cheeks. Dar had a fright that I can just cry like that.


He lends me his shoulder and I just cry and cry... silent tears.... he kept asking me what happened but I didn't say. Not that I don't want to tell him. Not that there is nothing to say. I'm just scared that the moment I say it out, my tiredness and stress will become even more real.


He finally managed to drag me away from the sofa and into the room to our red bean bag. I just sat there and didn't want to move. Dar keep asking me, want to bathe? Want to eat? Want to change into comfortable home clothing? I just keep shaking and nodding my head but still unwilling to move away from the bean bag.


I can see Dar was trying to calm me down and was scared that my asthma attack will come again. But I just didn't want to move from my comfort zone even though I've stopped crying. I told Dar and said if I move, my comfort zone will vanish and I won't find such a comfortable position on the bean bag anymore. He promised me he will maintain the shape of the bean bag so that it's still comfortable. I guess I just want to say that I am too tired; I don't want to move, talk or do anything. But when I look at his face and the effort he put into encouraging me "Jia you~" when I'm on my way to class. And I've said something 过份when I replied him that even "Jia you" will not ease my tiredness, stress and unhappiness. I decided to relent but I still can't bring myself to stand up.


Dar proceeded to carry me to our master bedroom. (And I'm not light at all~!) while he carried me, tears just flow out again. He was shocked when he saw that I was in tears again he said "I thought you stopped~~ don't cry anymore, your eyes are red and you got nose block". So I just said "I'm tired..." and just started wailing like a little kid. He didn't say much but just hugged me and say "I know"... all the while patting me on my back. It feels great to be treated like a child. Sitting there while he waits on me hand and feet. (Guilty~~*)


I'm glad he is here. I'm lucky he stood by me and took my bad temper and mean words while giving me the support I needed. (Now he is trying to look over my shoulder to read what I am writing about him ;D)


I hope I can jia you. I hope I can be strong enough to go through next 2 months which are the toughest for me at work and at school. Can I do it? Numerous times I've mention that I feel like quitting and becoming a housewife but yet felt glad that from someone who had never touched or studied accounting cept my current course, I can take up this job. Its an achievement for me.


Dilemma, Stress, Tiredness, Uncertainty, Achievement, Luckiness


How complicated it can be?

Lo???

Called up a customer today.

Her: He~llo~~ AAA Company May I helpchui?

Me: Can I speak to the Accounts?

Her: What isit regarding?

Me: Payment

Her: Where you calling from?

Me: XXXX

Her: Wait ah~ I see ah... whether got chq for you or not. XXXX ah?
Got a payment waiting for collection LO.

Me: Payment? Is it for $53K?

Her: Yeah LO. You calling from XXXX huh?? Got chq LO. Got chq waiting for your collection LO.

Me: Thank you.
*click*

One word: Irritating

The work flow headache

In the past, I have no idea how a construction company runs or how is project costing administered, the payment procedures and what progress claimants are and how to go about collecting payments. Collection of payments I've known is very important to all companies but especially difficult to construction companies. This is due to the many stages of construction and work done in a project as well as things like retention. Sometimes, a customer may delay the payment as there are procedures like safety checks, verification by Quantity Surveyors then the payment preparation by the Accounts Department. Many times, demand letters have to be sent, lien release or even legal actions have to be taken before payment can be collected. This is one of the main reasons why construction companies went bust a few years ago. They have to pay their staffs as well as their own vendors while waiting for the payments. Hence it's very important to have the accurate payment collection procedures as well as experienced person to monitor the progress claims.

Cars Cars Cars

Currently I have to take bus to IMM then walk to my work place which is about 15 minutes walk through a mass of buildings, heavy vehicles on the road, foreign workers' quarters and a long canal. Normal days are fine; I will just end up with my back wet with sweat, salty hair and a pair of new heels every 3 months. But when it comes to rainy days, I will end up with wet clothes especially pants. If I forget to bring my umbrella, that's even worse. I once saw a girl walked in the rain throughout those 15 minutes (same building as mine) I feel like running up to her to share my umbrella. I used to think that having a car is so troublesome. You have to face the cost of petrol (its rising~!), cost of parking, getting lost, financing and its maintenance. However its those rainy weekdays that I wished I could drive or had the money to buy a car like used cars for sale in sd . Those troublesome thoughts will just go away. Haha! Either that or my office relocate. Which is more likely? Hmm...

I've recovered and on my way

Thanks ya all for all the concern ya all have given to me cause of my eyes (the swollen ET eyes). I've completely recovered ... erm... ok my eyes have recovered but I'm still choking on mucous and phlegm and dizzying from headaches....

Today also marks the last day I am with my company and will be going into a whole new environment on Weds.

To be honest, I am getting quite jittery over the new environment as I don't know what to expect, where to start and where to look.... ALL by myself...

But still, I chose this because ($ $ $ $$!!) I found that I get bored easily and quickly lose concentration and motivation... As I've mentioned in previous posts, I will sign up and explore a lot of friends network, have an account in many blog platforms and etc because I just love to explore and see what is in it for me... Thats the same for jobs as well... so I guess, if I want to become interested in my work and to go into it, I have to make the decision even if its a hard one.

So this post is really to thank those who have been concerned about me as well as to act as an evident on my blog for me to remind myself the reason I chose this new environment.

My loyal readers who read this post, please do slap me with this post (if you still remember) whenever I get demoralized....



谢谢了！！Thank you~~

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