Saturday, October 10, 2009

Of menstrual pain and Brown Sugar

If, loss of blood during one's menstration will slim the person down, I would have been a skeleton by now. Hey~! It rhymes eh! Lolx, how can I be so happy over this?


Actually I'm quite sad about this. 1.5 yrs ago, I went for some checks as my menses
(die~~~~~~ die~~~~~) wouldn't come (wor!) + I have to get medicine to stop any menses cause I'm going to Cambodia (which I haven't even blog past Day 1~!) The Doctor told me that I have a ti~~~~~~~ny cyst in my Ovary. However, its nothing much and said that it will disappear after some time like a few months.


Recent half year, I thought my body had gone kuku (mad, crazy etc... by the way, according to facebook, I'm crazy). Cause I had spotting before menses and my menses often lasted for 3 to 4 weeks at a very very small flow, then stop for 2 (damned) days before the next round comes. There was pain for like the first day and then totally no pain for the rest of the weeks. I was thinking this may have something to do with the 白凤丸that I have been taking. Though they asked me to continue taking when my menses pause. BUT... it NEVER paused, so how do I continue?


Finally I couldn't stand it and went back to my Gynae again and he did some pap smear and ultra sound test for me. He found the cyst still in there! It wouldn't leave my ovary~! It was so supercalifragelistically scary when the dotor wouldn't say anything while he tried to see more of the cyst and measure the size etc....


However, he still mention that the cyst should be a benign one as the size did not change, it still remain ti~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ny. So I asked him what is Ti~~~~~~~~~~ny and he said as long as under 5cm, there should not be any need to remove THE THING. Mine's 1.5cm and it had remained so for the past 1.5 yrs. He did gave me some hormone pills to regulate my menses and told me to go back for another scan of the THING in December.


A few days of the course of hormone pills I feel like dying le. Super bad temper, super water retention and bloatedness, biting at every small thing that irritated me. However, I cannot stop the course otherwise its a waste of time and effort though I did wanted to stop. Then my "normal" menses came, with extreme pain and super heavy flow. But this is not my normal menses! Even though I will usually have cramps and bloatedness etc, but the pain will not be such an extreme and the flow will not be so much that I need to change 6 times just during the day! Luckily the no. of days it came was my normal 5 days. But this stupid thing won't stop irritating me as it came AGAIN 2 weeks later which is now.


Extreme pain and very heavy flow again. I couldn't get out of bed, couldn't walk and couldn't move much. So I did a research on cyst and found that this may be due to the cyst. So was the spotting that I had, the forever bloatedness at lower ab and weight gain (I hoped).


Does this mean that there are some changes to the cyst? I can't be sure just by the research on net. There are so many kinds of cyst, I don't even know which type mine belonged to. Couldn't wait for the next trip to the Gynae but I think I should wait till December and in the mean time, observe my menses pattern right? Couldn't stand the pain anymore though.


Side note, I was watching variety show last night and heard that 黑糖+老姜+桂圆 boiled to soup can help with cramps. On further research, this means brown sugar (raw form), Old ginger and Longan. So for the past 2 days, my husband had been boiling the soup for me. Remember to drink it warm ok? Drank it yesterday and the pain almost disappeared today. Though the flow was still great but the discomfort was gone. I hoped this means the brown sugar worked. Those with menses cramp and read this post, do try it out. But don't drink too much as even though brown sugar is great for health, its still a calorie raging item.

Monday, September 21, 2009

Jul's Bdae
















Went to Jul's 21st birthday at Water Cross~ ;D

Happy hatchday Jul~
21st is a hard to come by age and an age that flies too fast...
I can still remember my 21st birthday ...
when I was still in NTU ... in my 2nd year and preparing for projects...
Somehow I didn't feel it was a lost that I did not celebrate ... its seems like I've never cared much for my birthday (as long as I have pressies~~~!!~~) lolx.
A sensitive age .. THE 21st~ when you are allowed to watch porn and whatever legally but still too young for the adults to consider you an adult ...

hehe....

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Yay~~~~~

Yay~~~~ my Macbook has got double OS lo... thanks to Jeff and Dar who helped me with it. Now I can play Dragonica and watch PPS on Windows and internet/edit photos on Mac.... ;D

I've always wanted a Mac and now I finally got my wish. Currently waiting for Dar to decide whether he wants to use my PC or I should sell my PC away. Not thats its damn old or 烂 or anything. Its just 2 years old and working well. Oh well... maybe just need to change the motherboard battery or something. But it runs on Vista though and thats what I totally dislike. Although its chio and safe ... well... not totally safe cause even though the safety level was put as default medium (Its also the minimum level you could go) but its not like a lot of websites cannot be entered. Porn sites can still be accessed etc. But there are a lot of things that cannot be done like it stops piracy, it doesn't allow me to install some ORIGINAL games that I wanted to play.

BTW, its an Acer and if anyone happen to see this post and is interested, just comment k?

BTW again~~ 五月天 RAWKS~~~!
Monster RAWKS~~!




Wednesday, August 26, 2009

i'm tired.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Mac book~~

Finally gotten a Macbook~~~ from Singnet's promotion that gives out Mac free even though its a small 13" book but still a laptop should be small, this has always been my view.


Real chio interface with a lot of functions and of cause, security features, but~~~~~~

It cannot install PPS~~! PPS (not power point slides) Stream had been part of my every day life and is one of my "MUST DO~~!" list before sleeping eh... but for my life, the Mac book wouldn't let it be installed no matter how I tried and searched. 
Downloading of the new fave Dragonica was like damn slow too.

Not to mention being a Window user for the past 20++ years, I can't get used to the little red cross to be on the opposite side from the IE and others like Opera which I've used before.

So now the Mac can only be used to surf net and of course blog..... Even though there is the option to replace the MAC OS with Windows OS (no Vista for me definitely), it seems quite kexi and what is a MAC book for without the MAC OS?? 

On the other hand, I didn't buy this Mac book myself, if it was bought myself, it seems money wasting to change it to Windows OS but since its a free gift, might as well spend a little money to make it useable for me. All in all, a machine is sucky to a person if it doesn't do what the person wants ne?

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Inconsiderate pple from the land of black and white cats

Saturday, August 08, 2009

Burn to save yourself but kill the others

my eye kenna ET eyes again 3 days ago. As a result i have to take mc and annual leave to stay at home. Wat caused this? Other than the stress and strange weather tat made me sick... The most impt factor is the bad air around me. Caused by newspapers on train every day... Pple bathed in perfume... But the main factor is pple burning incense paper trying to save themselves from being chased by ghosts and dragged to eternal hell because of their sins. Or being punished by the Gods also due to their sins. Goodness? How much sins can you have ? Tat you have to burn so much incense paper so tat it looks like the mountain forest in indonesia migrated to singapore? Until pple like me cant breath? Until we die from sinus and asthma? Jump into the damn can and throw the cover over yourself while you burn the earth away ba! Only you need salvation all the rest of us can just choke and die. May you be locked into a small room to burn your incense paper! Nazi can stop their poisonous gas and use incense paper smoke or a country full of banglas and mic pple to choke their enemy! With love from the smoked sardine in a noisy train. Am i in singapore?

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Blue Ribbon Against Child Abuse

did this scared you? read on abt heartless pple and pray you don't know such pple.


















My name is Sarah
I am but three,
my eyes are swollen
I cannot see.
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I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
what else could have made
my daddy so mad?

I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
then maybe my Mommy
would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all,
I can't do a wrong
or else I'm locked up
all the day long.

When I awake I'm all alone
the house is dark
my folks aren't home.

When my Mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
so maybe I'll get just
one whipping tonight.

Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
my daddy is back
from Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse
my name he calls
I press myself
against the wall..
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I try and hide
from his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping
he shouts ugly words,
he says its my fault
that he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me
and yells at me more,
I finally get free
and I run for the door.

He's already locked it
and I start to bawl,
he takes me and throws me
against the hard wall.
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I fall to the floor
with my bones nearly broken,
and my daddy continues
with more bad words spoken.

'I'm sorry!' I scream
but its now much too late
his face has been twisted
into unimaginable hate.

The hurt and the pain
again and again
oh please God, have mercy!
oh please let it end!

And he finally stops
and heads for the door,
while I lay there motionless
sprawled on the floor.

My name is Sarah
and I am but three,
tonight my daddy
murdered me.

There are thousands of kids out there just like Sarah. And you can help

It sickens me to my soul, and if you just read this and don't pass it on I
pray for your forgiveness, because you would have to be one heartless
person to not be affected by this email. And because you are affected, do
something about it!! So all I am asking you to do is take some time to
send this on and acknowledge that this stuff does happen, and that people
like her dad do live in our society , and pray for child abuse to wither
out and die, but also pray for the safety of our youth.

Please pass this poem on as a Blue Ribbon Against Child Abuse because, as
crazy as it might sound, it might just indirectly change a life.



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*~*~*AGAINST CHILD ABUSE*~*~






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Saturday, July 18, 2009

Cheer Concert 4 Apil 2009

(12/07/2009)

Although 4 April was like quite some time ago from today, I really really need to blog about this Cheer Chen Concert we went to....


Cause this was like the first time we bought such expensive tickets for concerts ($150~~~!) for non-siao-onz concert goers like us, such a pricing really burnt our pocket. Nevertheless, for Cheer, its definitely worthed it.




Concert was called "The Immortal" which actually was for her new album "Sun" though I'm not sure why it was translated that way.


I must admit it again, the Cheer fans cohort in Singapore is very small compared to Taiwan where Cheer was hot stuff and they called her 老师 (teacher) though I'm not sure whether its due to her talent in music or the way she puts different views of life, love and friends into words. Quite sad that a lot of people in Singapore goes for commercial songs that they can understand directly from the lyrics. Yes, I do admit that it takes some thinking to understand Cheer's songs.

This was the quietest concert I've ever been to ... at least the starting. With Cheer performing her gigs with a little more than her usual no frills style. With masks, 伸降台... she looked a bit uneasy and her fans including us were just sitting there quietly listening to her singing and of course mesmerized by the visual displays that changes according to the songs performed.





















The audiences started to high when one of her older songs "Self" came on. This is one of my favourite songs and I can keep repeating this song when I travel from West to the East without getting bored. In fect I have to keep from singing out loud.


幾次悔過掩埋狂妄的惡魔感覺卻好像毀棄善良的自我幾次脆弱掩飾不甘的示弱這就是我 再說我也不特別渴求永久其實我也無法忠於單一感受靜止了 沉溺了無聲的滅絕 暈眩




























She seems more of herself and at ease on stage when she finally shed her heavy dress and mask gimmick. I simply love it when she sings with just a guitar. When she sang this song 嫉妒I felt as if there was no one else there with me except for her. She is my "女神" .. as long as she sings, I don't mind sitting there for hours listening. I'm sure most of her fans felt that way too.



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I will only cry when 2 persons sing. One is Fish Leong and the other is of course Cheer Chen. Especially when she sang this 失敗者的飛翔 and many many other songs like 嫉妒。。会不会。。。距离。。。鱼 .










In the middle of the concert, we were all damn high and stood on the (shaking) chairs when she appeared on motorcycle and her signature helmet, crane, mingle with the audiences and use guitar hero to introduce her band....













We had wanted to go to her Taiwan concert this year January and one more in November but of course not quite possible due to money and we weren't able to get the tic. (Tix sold out within 1 week from start of sales!!!)

This had become our dream and we really hoped someday it will come true ... accompanying with a trip to Kenting, Kaohsiung in Taiwan which was the home town of Cheer Chen and contained the beautiful beach that we all wished to visit...



Wednesday, July 08, 2009

Health Vs Money

With prices of everything going up, our health kept going downhill. In addition to the falling cleanliness of air and water, the increasing level of stress affects our health too. In fact, human beings are so vulnerable, a whole lot of factors could affect us, even a tiny bacteria could wreck havoc to us.

Bird flu, Swine flu, SARS and any other illnesses that came suddenly with little warning. This tells us that Health needs to be monitored. But health is usually the one to be neglected when it comes to reducing cost and effort. Hence more advanced and cheap packages like Ameriplan for Dental and Ameriplan for Health are required. Packages that includes most of the common check ups and tests would be the best to enable people to monitor their health sufficiently without bursting their wallet. I planned to go for such a package as an annual check up on my health as well as my husband's health. Its better to know early than late. Its better to do something now than never.

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